i hate waiting for people to return phone calls and emails. i hate waiting for people to get off their asses and DO things they are supposed to be doing.
sometimes, i feel like whole world lacks any sense of urgency. unless it is someone who wants money FROM me -- which tends to stress me too much these days.
everyone else is just wandering around, aimlessly. not getting back to me about things. not moving things along as i wish they would.
i can be laid back about some things, but man... i've come to realize that i have less patience for this the older i get.
i'm trying to take deep breaths and relax a bit. this is not easy. i hope that things will balance themselves out soon.
the democratic presidential candidates are pissing me off. the individual i like the most, i feel realistically is un-electable. and, i really want someone strong to knock that assclown out of the oval office.
i miss al gore. he broke my heart. and i will always be sad that he decided not to give it another go. always.
my house is a wreck. this makes me feel miserable daily. i feel unfocused, and manage to get little done.
i am apparently in a whiny mood today, and shouldn't have started writing in the first place. at least i am fully cognizant that no one could give a shit. and, i don't blame them. i just feel that karmically we could use a break here. we've been tough and stuck things out. just a small break, please?
and on my part, i promise to stop whining. honest.