i am beyond sick of this stupid weather we're having. i've been lazy and off-feeling all week now. this is supposed to be spring for gods' sakes, and it's 40 degrees outside. in atlanta. in april. wtf?
i did manage to accomplish a little today, so that's good. but the truth is, all i want to do is find a big warm soft blanket, and curl up away from everyone and everything else. i don't want to deal with anything.
this makes me a bad mom. this makes me a bad wife. and this makes me a generally bad person to be anywhere around. my ick factor is definitely in the red zone.
i don't really know what will make me feel better here, but i'm hoping it comes through quickly. i know i'm unpleasant to be around, but it doesn't make things any better. and it pisses me off further to recognize that i'm unhappy, and not be able to do anything about it.
maybe it won't rain again tomorrow. maybe tomorrow will be vaguely less shitty. feh.
Posted by lara at April 10, 2003 05:33 PM | TrackBack