i'm like the walking dead. i started watching another child here, almost two weeks ago. he's only a little over two months old. plus i also have the one who is turning one in two weeks, plus savannah who is turning two in three weeks... yeah, i know. insane.
but no, i'm not insane, not even temporarily so. i have a Purpose, a mission. and a very definite endpoint in sight. if i didn't, i know i'd have lost it already. just put me in a nice padded room for a couple of months, and wait for me come to my senses.
but this is hard.
i want to move into a house so badly i can taste it, so that is why i'm doing this. our lease is up here at the end of April. and, by then, i want to be in a house. with at least three bedrooms. and a big green yard. and maybe even a grill. heh.
our apartment right now is an official wreck. and, i hardly have time to go to the bathroom, let alone clean the damned thing. so, i'm also looking for someone to come clean our house. this search has been little more difficult than i'd originally thought.
but, i'm investigating, comparing, and contrasting cleaning service firms. and, with a little luck, i'll be able to find something reasonably priced soon. or, at least i hope so...
the weather here is killing me, too. it's warm one day, freezing the next. and, i'm so very impatient for spring anymore. i moved to georgia and turned into a cool weather wuss. who'd have thought. especially after two winters at edinboro, which is precisely what hell would be like, if hell were supposed to be cold.
i'm waiting. waiting for winter to end. waiting for this daytime gig to end. waiting to be in a big old house. waiting for things to start moving along.
the only thing i'm not waiting for is my birthday. i stopped doing that a few years back. it'll come and go, and i'll just have to remember to tell people a new number, when they ask my age. i don't feel this age. and, i've been really bad at remembering how old i was this year.
this other stuff, though, i don't want to wait for anymore. i need some kind of 'next big thing' to work on...